So I have a confession to make.
I really have no Christmas spirit this year.
I know, I know. People are all “Oh my god, you should be happy! You should be excited! You should be full of fun and joy!”
Aw, suck it. :-p
I just don’t feel like doing anything for Christmas. Buying gifts isn’t fun because everyone in my life buys what they want when they want it, and the things they don’t buy would be too expensive for me to buy for them. My parents don’t really care about Christmas or making a big deal about it, although I did get them both a little something anyway. I don’t have children to decorate or bake for. So… yeah.
But, I do feel bad about feeling the way I do. I get cards and feel guilty that I haven’t gotten any to send out. People ask me what I want for Christmas, and all I want to say is, “I want it to be over!”
Maybe next year the Christmas spirit will hit me full force. But as for this year… skipped.
Sorry for a bummer of a post. Maybe I’ll do better next time.